Outsider everywhere but I have a feeling I’ll be at home here

Ahoy there dear BHWers!

I've been on this forum for a while now but couldn't work up the courage to make a post here till now. I've been reading like crazy here though. What a wonderful forum!

Now, why did I not have the courage to post here?… Well, that's pretty much the reason for all my problems. I don't really know when or how it started, but I have this terrible Social Anxiety when meeting new people.

All my college friends work in the big cities with big corporate giants. Me -…

Outsider everywhere but I have a feeling I'll be at home here