dammit i’m keep being lazy and somedays i hate myself. I cant get my work done.

How do I overcome the feeling of worthlessness when working on projects? The self hate then makes me lazy and i do nothing all day. My days are wasted like this, I have literally 6 months to do anything i want but here i am being a lazy fucker.

Any advice like book suggestions or inspiration?

Btw i have a plan and i know it will work out it's just this thing that is stopping me. I need to stop.